Sad Realization

Nathan and I have lived together for over 2 years now and when we first moved in together, I knew he was a neat freak. Well over a few months he relaxed alittle and our place has always been clean but not as orderly as he first tried to do. Since he has been gone all week I have realized how messy I am. I assume for the past 2 years that he has constantly been going behind me picking up everything I lay down. About wednesday, I looked around the house and saw stuff everywhere. How can one person make this big of a mess. While grateful that Nathan has been picking up after me, I feel awful that he has had to. I cleaned this morning though so that the house is clean for him to come home to. Can't wait to see him tonight.